I'm afraid I'm having a moan again guys!! I feel sooo wretched. My pain is at an all time high, I can hardly move around. If I could stay in bed forever I would! I have made an appointment to see my GP, but that's not till June 20th. She has no appointments till then. Every part of me is in agony, I have cracked skin on my heels, which is extremely painful, even my buttocks are painful. I can't stand for longer than about 10 seconds! I know that sounds a bit dramatic, but it's true! My weight is constantly creeping up, but nothing I do seems to work, I mean about losing weight. I want to do sooo much, especially in my garden, but I feel so damn helpless. My shaking has got much worse but there's nothing I can do about that, it's familial essential tremor, but even holding a mug is difficult nowadays as my shaking means I usually only get half a mug!! I had a bad burn a few weeks ago on my leg cos I dropped my evening meal on it - partial thickness burn, 3 visits to the hospital for dressings!! I am taking antidepressants - Cipramil - the highest dose I can take, but some days I feel in such a deep, dark place. I know I have to keep going, especially for my daughter and my beautiful 9 month old grandson, and, believe me, if I didn't have them I wouldn't care what happened to me. I need help with housework, but I can't afford to pay the rates I've been quoted. So that's me folks, fed up to the back teeth with not being able to do anything!! Love you all by the way. Thanks for listening and giving me a forum where I can vent my feelings! XXXXXX
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