I have been checking in but not commenting but am at such a low ebb I feel the need to ask for your support. My partner said to me yesterday that he does not believe there=is such a thing a FMS and CFS etc and that if I do not lose weight he wants me to move out as I am wasting his life. I have very little self-esteem, if any at all I hate myself the way I look and the say I feel and I eat as I am depressed which does not help me and makes me more depressed. I am obese (it really hurts to write that) and I know that losing weight will make a difference to my joints but I am totally messed up mentally. I work full-time and find that very difficult and have to put all my efforts into getting up, dressed and through each day. I am at breaking point, am exhausted both mentally and physically and feel trapped.