I am wondering when do you know, enough is enough??
After 3 years and 3 rounds of IVF / ICSI and about to embark my 9th transfer I have lost all faith that any clinic / doctor / husband !! can make me pregnant .
I will still have 1 more PGT tested embryo left but if this transfer fails I don’t see any point and honestly don’t have the will in me to continue this process even with the last embryo. Over my last 8 transfers I’ve had 2 early miscarriages (both at week 5 -6 ) and the other 6 a mix of chemicals and no implantation, I’ve lost count at this point. Unexplained infertility has broken me . We thought we had it all figured out in the middle of last year when they discovered I have Factor V Leiden but no amount of asprin or Clexane can make an embryo stick and if anything since then and the hysteroscopy 11 mths ago, my uterine lining is now banjaxed and I struggle to even get to the transfer stage without a cycle being cancelled.
I actually remember on my last collection 1.5 years ago when we had 5 PGT normal embryos that I was thinking of donating any left over embryos or thought maybe we could have 2 children but to think that probably after 9 transfers I will be left a broken, childless woman and with a massive dent in our bank with nothing to show for it. I am not dissing IVF as it does work. But not for everyone.
I am looking forward to getting my life back and hope I don’t love to regret getting on this rollercoaster as I know my marriage and even myself will never be the same again.
Love to all you IVF warriors , I wish you better success than I have had.