7 weeks after previous miscarriage and terrified :-(

[kathgibson22]

I was so unbelievably lucky to conceive naturally after my failed ivf . I'm roughly 7 weeks. had a few symptoms but they seem to be reducing and yesterday and today not very nauseated and my boobs are less sore ( although they never were very sore to begin with)

I am trying to be positive but I'm terrified of having another miscarriage or a mmc.

I know I should go for an early scan but in all honesty I'm too scared!

I've been arguing with husband on and off for weeks as he's a silly boy and trying not to panic I've done something to my little rainbow miracle.

How do people to this? Its torture 😢

Good luck and baby dust to you all..I'm thinking about each and everyone of you xxx

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

Awwwwwww, hun. Huge hugs and congratulations. Its so hard when you've gone through so much heart ache. Miscarriage really takes the joys out of being pregnant particularly in the first trimester! All i Can say is symptoms come n go and also we over analyze when we've been through such struggle. I'd say get that scan booked hun you'll be full of anxiety but the reassurance will help for a bit till your next scan. Wishing you all the best and congratulations again hun 😘💗

[kathgibson22 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

Thank you for your lovely words 🥰 xxxx

[Cinderella5]

Awww Kath its awful not knowing whats going on and being under that immense pressure of having a loss in the past. We booked an early scan and I was all over the place, had myself convinced that I would have a bad outcome. As soon as my name got called I burst into tears however I was one of the lucky ones that did get good news. It doesn't stop the worry that I till have every single day but Im glad that I did it as I couldn't have gone on the way I was, I would have made myself ill with not knowing what was going on. There's no right or wrong here, you have to do what you feel you can cope with. Massive hugs. If it makes you feel any better my sore boobs went from intense to not very and having to grab them to check if they were still a little tender and Im having twins.xx

[kathgibson22 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you so much lovely, I think I have to women up and book a test ..I just worry I'll be tempting fate by booking a test then something bad will happen! I keep telling the world that I refuse to lose this one and I will not let them take it away! 🤞

Wishing you all the luck with your two miracles xxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to kathgibson22]

Thanks Kath! I know what you mean about tempting fate, totally get it! Well so long as you're managing that's the main thing....we all just need to cope whatever way we can!xxx

[Zebedee1971]

Oh don't worry you're normal for feeling like this! I just had my first natural positive in 2 years after a failed ivf round, which sadly ended after a few days, and just got another positive a month later. Currently 2 days away from the official test date and have a strong line on a first response test... I always have 1 or 2 days of optimism followed by gut wrenching dread. People who haven't been through this have no idea what it's like. I would do anything to get pregnant and feel something even close to happiness or excitement. Those emotions unfortunately seem to be reserved for everyone else. My miscarriage specialist has told me time and time again, there's nothing you can do to keep it- nature will decide. Either your little one is made for this world or not. Fingers crossed its a fighter 💪💪 x

[kathgibson22 in reply to Zebedee1971]

Thank you replying lovely and do sorry for your losses. It's so hard , I like you wish I could be excited but the dread just takes over. Wishing you all the luck in the world xxxxx

[TexasRose210]

I know you scared, symptoms come and go in the beginning. That terrified me as well. Your husband is right. Try to relax.

[kathgibson22 in reply to TexasRose210]

Thank you lovely, I'm booking in for a private scan so I'll know either way soon 🤞 xxxxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to kathgibson22]

Wishing you loads of luck for tomorrow! I really hope all goes well and you can bring us some nice news!!xxx

[kathgibson22 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you so much, I don't know how I'm physically going to walk in the door ! 😬 xxxxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to kathgibson22]

You'll manage lovely, you're stronger than you think! I couldn't even speak to confirm my name before the scan I was crying so bad but I did it! You got this!!xx

[kathgibson22 in reply to Cinderella5]

What a gorgeous message , thank you 😘 xxxxx

[kathgibson22 in reply to Cinderella5]

Had the scan yesterday, cried that much I couldn't really speak to the poor women..took her a while ( the longest time of my life) but found the little heartbeat! She wasn't medical so couldn't give in depth info but says everything looked as it should. So relieved! Didnt last long though as had a sharp pain in tummy when laying on my left last night so already worried again! 😬🙈 ..groan! Xxxxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to kathgibson22]

Awww I've been looking for your update since yesterday but didnt want to pry!! I'm delighted to see that you got to see the heartbeat. I know it doesnt last long but yesterday was a good day and for now you have hope!! So happy for you!!xxx

[TexasRose210 in reply to kathgibson22]

I did the same twice lol