Hi Everyone
I haven't posted or been on here much recently. With the shutting of the clinic for a while, I've been trying to forget it for a while.
Two main things to get off my chest as I'm feeling emotional and exhausted all in one today.
We were originally heading for ICSI (male factor for us) but as hubby had just come off some medication, our GP recommended just testing one last time before we paid for ICSI.
The testing we had prior to this was very low motility and low count but I was ovulating fine. The final batch of tests before starting ICSI, once he was off the meds were a higher count - still not the right levels but went from 2 million to 6 million and motility increased too. My tests showed I wasn't ovulating. So it kinda went opposites. Our GP recommended that she speak to fertility in Edinburgh to find out whether it was worth retesting again in a few months to see if the longer he was off the meds, the better the results would be. They never got back to her and then lockdown happened. So we're in limbo right now.
We're still in this limbo of what to do - go straight for ICSI or push for another set of results to see if the count comes up. Anyone else experienced this?
We also just found out that our GP has left our surgery - she was amazing, we'd had her throughout this whole journey - and by far the best GP either of us experienced. I feel a bit lost having to move GP and start that relationship again.
I know the treatments are done by the hospital but our GP was great in talking everything through, making choices and suggestions that were right for us and helping chase fertility when we needed it.
Am I daft for thinking or feeling that? I just felt she really "got it". Our journey has been 2 years, and we had spoken to GP's previously who spoke down to us, treated us like clinical cases with no emotion.
Anyway sorry for moaning, today just feels a bit much.