I am really sorry but this Christmas is aweful for me. It seems to be that all people want to disclose teir secrets during Christmas time. I had quite some messages yesterday from people I had not seen in a while, sending me Christmas pictures with 'decorated' babies.
I felt already quite dowm yesterday morning. I remembered last year when I felt bad and we told us that next year will be our happy christmas as the new treatment just must work. This year, we are 9 2wws and 9 BFN further but and telling us the same for next year. How many christmas like this are still coming?
Plus I am just in my 2ww again - this is just cruel over Christmas!
Anyway, merry Christmas to all of you, and I am truely happy for each and everyone here who had their miracle happening