Just want to check I am normal
We had our first failed cycle two weeks ago tomorrow.. well that was when I started bleeding, and then did the test on the Friday and BFN. I cried a bit on the Tuesday and Wednesday and then decided we would try again straight away and sort of 'got on' with things and never really looked back.
I don't know if it was going back to acupuncture on Saturday but I suddenly feel terribly terribly sad. The news events at the weekends made me more sad - anything sad made me sadder tbh. I then dreamt Friday and Saturday nights I had a baby and felt EVEN sadder Sunday morning. Gradually lost more and more mojo over yesterday and yesterday evening just ended up in floods of tears uncontrollable crying, basically because my OH didnt fancy a bit of nookie, felt so rejected and ..well sad!
Didnt really sleep at all last night and already cried twice this morning for absolutely no reason. I can cry at the drop of a hat. I feel so blue, have no energy and basically just want to sit and cry.
Appreciate thats a lot of crying and sadness! Do you think this is hormonal or just reality sinking in and completely normal just slightly delayed? I hate feeling like this!
I have a counselling appt booked but first one available was 14th Nov so a while away yet..
Thanks all xx