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Morning

Just back from the hospital after having spotting and cramping over the weekend. My transfer date was meant to be next Monday but that has been put on hold, instead I've to go up for another scan or give them a call if I get a proper bleed. I just feel this journey has been so drawn out, since starting the frozen cycle in July a hurdle has come up at every stage and I don't feel very strong anymore, could really do with crawling back in to bed and hiding from the world for a bit.

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Sorry to read this. I hope you get moving soon xxx

I'm so sorry LauraM! It really does seem like every step is a big fight doesn't it? We know deep down that it's a good thing procedures can be put on hold until everything is as right as possible, but every time that happens, you feel a little strength ebb away. I think its ok to hide from the world for a bit until that strength comes back - because it will. I think we all have a lot of resilience on here - otherwise we wouldn't be able to do what we're doing! Give yourself that time, and hopefully your next shot will be the one. Hugs. Xxx

Oh no what a disappointment. So sorry to hear this.

I know how you feel my cycle started in Feb and ended in Sept with a bfn.

Do what you need to do today. And focus on yourself, we never know why these hurdles are in the way but you will get there. Xxx

Aww Laura 💔

You have had something different to deal with at every stage of your treatment.

It can all be so frustrating and disappointing. Thinking of you today xxx

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Thanks guys, I'm just at work now keeping my head down until I finish later. Told hubby I just want to go to bed and watch trashy tv when I get in lol. It's all just so tiring and draining, when we got told on Friday that we were finally ready for transfer we were over the moon - we even went out and bought a 'lucky nightie' for our transfer next Monday. Just sitting waiting on a full bleed now as I really feel it's on the way, just feeling a ittle gutted an broken but I'm sure we will get there....xxx

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I’m sorry. I have every confidence that you will get there though xx

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Thank you, I'm just feeling sorry for myself today, I need to get over myself and get on with it xxx

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We all have days like that. You are allowed lol xx

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Keep strong! I also had a frozen cycle end of June/beginning of July and it's been the same, I didn't ovulate one month,(husband even took a week and half off in when I was meant to have FET), had a 43 day cycle next(was always regular before) and finally I've got my FET tomorrow, a few weeks ago I felt really really bad as if it was never going to happen, it will happen, take care of yourself, keep busy and hopefully next month will be your turn xxxxxxxxxxx

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Thank you, I think I will allow myself to mope around today and then try and get back to normal tomorrow. I'd prefer for the hospital to cancel this cycle so we can move on rather than prolonging what I feel is the inevitable. xxx

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