Biopsy results

[Aleelilook]

So I’ve been feeling very low of late, and pretty angry at life! We got the results of the biopsies yesterday, receptivity is bang in the middle so no stress there, but my NK cells in the uterus are rather diminished, and the ones I do have are highly toxic 🤦🏼‍♀️ apparently I’m the most complex case she’s seen 👍🏻🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ so they will give me a lower dose of progynova, steroids, hcg injections and the usual cyclogest, oh and the scratch for good measure! My husband feels it’s a good thing that we finally have some answers, I feel like it is well and truly my fault and perhaps the universe is trying to tell me something!!

Sorry a bit woe is me today xx

[hifer]

I'm with your husband. Answers are an absolute blessing. It's the unknown that's the scary thing. Now you have something to work towards.

It may be your body but it is absolutely not your fault. I won't hear of that. The universe is telling you that now you have some answers you can get through this. The universe is telling you that you are strong and you have to hang on a little longer in order to get where you want to be. Just a little short term test which you can pass with flying colours. Ultimately, the Universe is on your side. Stay strong xx

[Aleelilook in reply to hifer]

Thank you lovely, I suppose I feel like the previous 6 rounds were all a waste, that my body was determined to be an arse! But thank you for your kind words, you’re right a diagnosis means more bespoke treatment, I think I’m just utterly exhausted xx

[Hidden]

Listen missus it’s not your fault. Don’t you dare blame yourself. We dont control our bodies ( I couldn’t control my endometriosis which caused our infertility) Your hubby is right it is good answers have been found & there is a solution 👌🏻 this could give you a rainbow baby that you so deserve 🌈✨💞 I really hope this makes the difference & your next round has a happier outcome xoxo

[Tugsgirl]

No. It isn’t your fault. It’s natural to blame yourself, we all do. I have lupus anticoagulant. My babies died because of that but it isn’t my fault I have it. We have answers now, you and I. Time for you to move forward with a plan in place. Listen to your Hubby. No one is to blame xx

[Aleelilook in reply to Tugsgirl]

Yes you’re so right, answers are what is important now, deep breath and all that! Thank you xx

[Cinderella5]

Hey, dont be so hard on yourself!! This is nobodys fault Mrs...which Im sure you know deep down but some days are better than others and its hard not to put blame on ourselves on those low days. However, the good news is the Dr's now know what they are dealing with which is way better than a stab in the dark. I sometimes feel like its better to have found something to fix rather than nothing!! Chin up hun!!xx

[SnottyCow]

Sounds like good news to me. With the steroids you will finally get there. It’s not your fault hun, no more than it was my hubbys fault his swimmers were awol. Stay positive, you’re getting there xx