Where to begin? I'll try to explain.
I took a week off sick due to stress (ivf related) and I'm due back to work on Friday.
I had an appointment today with consultant who has advised we try ICSI after our failed cycle just passed.
My younger sister wanted to visit us today but I told her on Saturday about the appointment.
Anyway.... After appointment husband and I had a lovely lunch in one of our favourite places, meal was lovely and we had good morning early afternoon.
Due to the recent stresses I've not been sleeping since before my tranfer (bfn on 19th September) and my left eye twitches all of the time. When we got home I decided I would have an afternoon nap, why not I'm off work for a week so off I went.
I had been sleeping 2.5 hours so hubby came to wake me, when I got up and checked my phone my younger sister (mentioned above) had text me to tell me I'm going to be an auntie again (I already have 19 niece's and nephews between husband and I)!! I asked who is pregnant and she is!! Then the best bit she's only 2 to 3 weeks!!
Few internal questions
1 why the heck would she tell me today knowing I've had an appointment
2 why would she be telling people so early on
3 she's only been with the guy for 7 months
I'm so so upset, of course the tears came and hubby was trying to console me, why would she do this? And why today?
Thanks for reading. Xxx