Hello ladies. I hope you all are keeping well.
Well I'm getting ready to start my 2nd and last funded round of IVF/ICSI when my next AF is due mid september. I'm doing everything I should be, me and OH taking supplements like coq10, losing a couple kgs, eating well, had my last glass of wine last week. I just wish I could be going into this more positive and happy....im scared shitless 😓 not of the needles, the blood tests, scans EC etc etc...just of it failing. This is our last funded round and in NZ it cost about 15k to fund a round privately and we just don't have that kind of money. I don't even really know what im trying to say really, just feel like I need to get this out. You ladies are all so lovely, and I may not comment on everyone's posts but I'm always here watching and wishing you loads of love and luck!
I just wish I could snap out of this funk and be more excited 😐💙