Hi ladies I'm sure this is normal and I know it's early days after our chemical pregnancy last week but I'm just feeling like I'm not going to bounce back from this loss like I have from the other failures (never straight away obviously) I think before I've always had hope and a plan for what was next but now I'm struggling to conjure up any hope, 4 cycles and only a very very brief pregnancy will do that to you I guess..
I'm also feeling like I just don't want to see anyone except my hubby, is thst normal? We've been away this weekend but when we get home today I'm worried about someone popping round or bumping into someone in the supermarket, what's all that about? I'm usually quite social but I feel fearful and just can't put the face on I usually do.
It's hard to know when to say enoughs enough, after 4 cycles is it realistically going to happen for us? I'm sure there is an implantation issue with me, probably because of my endometriosis but I've read conflicting information on treatments for that and I just don't know if I have the energy to go down another avenue with enough hope that things could be different this time. We could probably only afford one more cycle as well, and I'm worried that will just be a waste of money that we really could do with spending on our house etc.
Any words of wisdom/a big slap in the face with a positive batton welcome 😳 Xx