I've got my 1st scratch on Tuesday and to be honest I'm petrified ☹, then start the pill ready for next round. To be honest I haven't got my hopes up I'm totally turned off from my clinic and dreading going back, they have put us under so much pressure to start this round before the new year due to egg quality, I'm taking DHEA and coq10 to trying to improve egg quality.
I just feel like everything is against us, egg quality and despite loosing weight I'm still at my heaviest weight 😔.... I feel so ashamed about my weight too.
I suppose what will be will be just wish we could already fast forward to the end and deal with whatever result we get.