Hi everyone. Just finding things a bit difficult at the moment and thought someone around here might understand. OH is just telling me to 'stop worrying' which would be great if it were that easy!
I'm 6 weeks pregnant today after our first cycle of icsi. I know I'm so lucky that it worked and should be feeling happy and grateful as there are others who haven't been so fortunate, but I'm so certain that something has gone wrong and that I'm going to get to my scan next week and there's gonna be nothing there 😢
I don't have loads of symptoms really (again I know I'm lucky but to me it just feels like it's not real). When I was in the 2ww I knew the odds were about 50/50 for getting a positive result whereas now surely the odds of having a viable pregnancy are better than that so why can't I believe it could happen to me?
I hope I don't sound like I'm whining and offend anyone who's not yet been successful with their treatment. Just wanted to tell someone how I feel and maybe find someone who has been through the same? I know nobody can tell me what will happen and it's just a waiting game but I can't help feeling that being so anxious is only going to make things worse.