So this isn't the post positive post, but does anyone else ever feel a bit overwhelmed by everything. I'm egg donating and have been lucky enough to be matched and now waiting to start the pill before treatment. I think I sound so stupid and ungrateful because everything is going as smoothly and as quickly as it can, and I know a lot of you strong, brave women have been through so much more heartache and stress than me, but sometimes I just feel so overwhelmed by it all. I keep feeling like I want to cry but if someone asked me why I was crying, I'm not sure I could tell them exactly why?! If that makes sense to anyone? I feel like I'm letting myself down and I need to 'man up' so to speak I keep trying to be so positive and look forward and do all I can....but it's exhausting!
Please tell me I'm not the only one who feels like this? And I'm so sorry if this post has annoyed or upset anyone.