I hope you are all doing well and keeping cosy.
Head a bit all over the place tonight, we failed our second round of ivf a few weeks ago (converted to IUI due to low number of follicles produced). We've both been struggling since; a lovely friend of ours who has her own health issues told us she was expecting again today and wanted to let us know first as she knew of our problems; we were so touched but part of me feels like I've failed and have been feeling depressed recently.
I had stage 4 endo and frozen pelvis diagnosed this time last year and surgery and just don't know what to do. I'm 41. My family are really worried about my health and how another fertility cycle might affect it ; my partner is desperately wanting to be a Dad and is finding it all really difficult but wants us to stay positive and believe it'll happen. We had an awful argument that the weekend and think it was just all the pent up emotions coming out.
We have a review appointment with fertility clinic in a couple of weeks which is good and we can hopefully have a proper talk about what our options are. I'm scared though of what will happen even if we do ever become pregnant - as well as well as endo there are cysts on each ovary, a fibroid and possible Hydrosalpinx. I would have another surgery if I thought it would help but I'm not sure it's safe to do so.
Sorry this is a bit jumbled X