Hello, I'm new on here. Currently crying my eyes out (!!) because I have to go and spend the weekend with in-laws and 2 (beautiful!) nephews. I feel like a total cow for feeling like this but just want to hide from all small children. They're actually now 3 and 6 so not so small - but I feel so jealous and left behind.... it's not their fault, and I'll probably be fine once I get into playing with them etc, but I'm dreading it.