My name is Bec and I have just joined this group today. I felt I had to do something I'm really struggling to cope with the pressures and emotional turmoil of trying to get pregnant. I am 2 years in and am currently going for lots of scans but don't really know what the cause is yet. The waiting around is really hard and I don't find out what's wrong for another 53 days.
I'm at an all time low at the moment because within the space of 3 days my best friend has announced she's pregnant with her second child and my sister in law is pregnant. I feel like an awful human being that I can't feel total happiness for them and put my troubles to one side. I'm dreading the next time I see them. Does anyone else go through these emotions or am I just a horrible person?