Heyyy so usually I'm the height of positivity but I'm really struggling to keep it up
I feel like everyone around me is pregnant and it's soooo easy for them and now my friend has told me she is pregnant supposed to be going to hers for dinner at the weekend but I just don't think I can face it I've sat on my bed and cried for an hour very dramatically and petty of me
I saw a baby elf costume in Sainsbury's and cried all the way to work
I need to loose weight before being considered for Ivf and it just takes soooooo long and even then no gaurentee and I just feel horrible at the thought of feeling horrible like this for years and years
Sorry if it came across a bit ranty just feeling a bit alone frustrated and upset tonight