Finally I can write here!!!
they have matched her, our surrogate mother!!!!!
right when it's my dh's birthday!! can you imagine that?
so.. the program had its second and the most important start!!!
lots of love and luck to you girls!
PS I can't imagine that I worried that much about it haha
PPS now I am waiting for the embryo transfer date we are thinking about coming to the clinic even though there is no chance of us meeting the donor and the surrogate mother. but I have to be there!