Had a few days to get used to the fact that my FET using our 2 remaining embryos does not seem to have worked. Had been so positive and calm and done everything right. Then woke up with a bit of a temperature and sore throat Thursday, as if fighting off a cold. That went by evening but then the spotting started which has got worse and is now a bleed. They've told me to carry on with the meds as they are as I'm already on the max possible progesterone (2 x 400mg cyclogest daily plus the lubion injection).
I was hoping so much that it was implantation bleeding but I don't think it would be this much or for this long.
What I don't understand is exactly what this bleed is? My pink pad app tells me that yesterday is when my period was due if it weren't for IVF, so does this mean that the drugs to suppress my natural cycle haven't worked and this is like a normal period? or is it break through bleeding because my womb didn't recognise the embryos and hasn't got a reason to stay intact?
There seems to be so much explanation for what the drugs are meant to do, and I had total faith in them, but not so much on reasons when they don't, and now I'm at a total loss as to what's going on. I feel like I'm coping ok emotionally at the moment, but worried what will happen to me physically and emotionally when I stop all the drugs on Tuesday, just as I go back to work! I remember feeling inhuman last time, really shouldn't have been at work with how low I felt, it was so difficult to just talk normally to people, but I can't really take any more time off.
Sorry for the long post. Hope ladies out there are having much better luck xxx