We have been Trying for almost 5 years, and have our first appointment at an IVF clinic next week.
I have endometriosis and PCOS have had a laparoscopy, my tubes tested, 6 rounds of clomid (where I did ovulate 3 times) and my husband doesn't have great sperm.
I feel very negative about it, and kind of feel that I am mourning for a baby that I am never going to have. My Husband is very positive about the IVF, but I have been so positive this whole time I just seem to have run out.
Recently 2 of my very good friends have announced they are expecting, and although I am happy for them (of course I am, I wouldn't wish infertility on anyone) I have cried and felt miserable each time I have found out.
I have been trying for a baby for longer than they have been with their partners, I wish I didn't feel like this - It makes me feel bitter and pathetic. I might as well get the witches broom out and lock my cats in for the rest of my life!
Some positive stories would be great ladies! I am desperately in need of a pick me up!