Well ladies test done and it's negative, I can put my mind at rest now and concentrate on my treatment. For a day I really thought I could the one in a million but it wasn't supposed to be. I'm a bit sad especially because over the weekend my sister told me that she's pregnant and when I asked how far gone sge told me almost 9 weeks and juat know she found the courage to tell me because she knows how hard it as been for this all journey, I confessed I was a bit disappointed but I didn't show her that because I know that sometimes she blames herself for my problem(and she shouldn't because it's my body problem no one else)
Well now I just have to be strong because I'm going on holidays and I will see her but really hope that she doesn't have a belly yet because sometimes that's the most hard part and of course my family always asking me when I will start the ivf.
Thank you to all the ladies that took one moment to give some hope its nice to come here and to have a word to those who really understand what we are going through