Morning everyone.. yes 5 in the morning and I feel sick and tired and in pain coz of stupid AF.. wide awake. . Feels like head is going to burst with questions and pure mess. . Second failed cycle.. who would think that.. most of u girls have bit different situation and thats marriage.. when two ppl get married then try for baby and it's no happening then find out one is problem after some time.. I am in relationship 6 years and my partner got 4 kids from previous relationship he got divorced even got his marriage annuled in Rome so we could get married in Catholic church.. I knew from day one I met him that he had vasectomy done years ago and just went into relationship with risk that we will somehow get there and get family together x vasectomy reversal failed.. first ivf chemical.. second failed.. we had no money so took loan and will pay for it another 10 year.. doctors said we were good candidates coz of my age and good health.. also my job is making me feel low boss is heartless and giving me hard time for bn off really don't feel like go back there and at the moment feel like run away from this.. only got my sister here with me rest of family is miles away.. and feel like close the door and never look back. But I love my partner and we r great together... he keeps saying I would be better of with someone normal.. but I ask myself would I be happier with maybe some cheat and alcoholic or arrogant guy who would give me baby.. or I will give it all I can and try again and again to have family with my partner.. I keep thinking he can't feel the same as me having 4 kids will never understand how it feels to have none.. but I know he is heartbroken and blames himself so much for his past decisions and wants to marry me and have family so much.. I have no idea what to do where to start to make changes for better future... sorry for long post I needed to get it out and maybe get some opinions about my next step .. x good luck to all in 2ww I really hope u get two lines on your tests and happy pregnancies x
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