Feel like I'm going mad even thought he ICSI process is just beginning!
I'm 30 years old and myself and DH are going through self-funded ICSI due to a failed vasectomy reversal. As I'm writing this DH is on his way to the hospital for a semen analysis and I already feel nervous. We are already 99.9% sure of the outcome and know that sperm retrieval is our only option.
I have my 21 day blood test next week and hopefully all being well we go back to the hospital in July for final blood tests and a start date early September.
The thing is I feel I'm already an emotional nut job and we haven't even started! Some days I'm really positive and happy and then out of nowhere I have a mini meltdown thinking of all the negatives, like my tests will find something wrong or to the point I'm scared IVF will put too much strain on our marriage. I'm really lucky to have a supportive husband who wants this just as much as me.
Please tell me the tears and panics are normal at this stage....