I've had some lovely messages off fellow TTC ladies over the last two days so rather than reply to them all I thought I'd write a new post to say thank you, it really does mean a lot. I tested again this morning at 12p5dt and as I expected another negative result... if I'm honest I've been in pieces.
I just want this pain and sadness to go away. I had only just managed to pick myself up after the last failure. How I can keep on going through this I have no idea. I constantly feel crushed and seeing my OH so upset it's just unbearable.
We have one more frostie waiting but I know it sounds terrible I have no faith. It's our 4bb and after the last two top quality blasts failed I can't see how the next one will be a success ?! I know that sounds awful and I should be grateful we have it but I feel like there's something wrong with me. Why won't my body just accept the pregnancy. My lining was perfect this time, i was relaxed everything went well. I feel so angry with myself right now. I feel like I've let me and my partner down. 😞
Congratulations to all those that had their BFPS ' I truly am so happy for you, if anyone deserves it it's the ladies in this community. Going to take a break for awhile and I wish you all the best 😘❤️