1dp5dt ... Already having a panic on.

[Jessy1280]

Sadly this cycle only yielded 1 good embryo (4ab) out of 13 eggs. 12 mature, 10 fertilised but only 1 made it to transfer. I actually had a worse cycle despite taking every single supplement this time. Last time taking nothing I had 3 to freeze. The clinic are ringing me this morning. There's one more embryo they're looking at possibly freezing but it's not looking likely. Its a 1-2 at the moment but they can't grade it yet.

Same as last time I feel nothing. I'm terrified to tell anyone I think it's failed again. I know that sounds crazy just one day in but it's how I feel. I feel like I've tried everything this time. I did imsi instead of icsi, had endo scratch, taken time off work.

Yesterday we were so positive that this is the one. Our little cluster if cells/fluid seems much brighter than my last scan. I'm calmer this cycle so far but still feel like it's failed and I'm so scared by that. I've literally one cycle left after this. Don't know how to be more positive. This journey doesn't get any easier. X

[Missl73]

Stay positive a 4AB is a great quality embryo. I have had a BFP cycle before where I had one and only high quality blastocyst, so you have every reason to believe that this embryo will implant and be the one. I know it’s hard but try not to compare cycles too much and see yourself as your little embryos number one cheerleader xx

[Jessy1280 in reply to Missl73]

Im really gutted as on weds we had 10 fertilised embryos. The next day 7 looked promising and 3 were trying to do something. I can't believe the extent of the drop off again this cycle.

It's it crazy I just want a sign that it's worked like twinges or spotting or something? X

[Missl73 in reply to Jessy1280]

I’ve had a BFP with no symptoms at all and a BFP with some cramping around day 2/3 post transfer. I think it’s different for everyone so try not to read too much into things. The best thing you can do for your little embryo is try and stay calm, relaxed and positive xx

[Scarlett13 in reply to Jessy1280]

I had the least amount of symptoms with my BFP x

[Kiedy84]

Hi hun, I know you are disappointed that only one made it, so was I..we lost 6 between day 3 and 5. only one made it to transfer and guess what I am now 27 weeks pregnant with that one little fighter. Try to focus on the little one already inside of you he/she deserves all the love and attention💪💪 🤞🤞🤞🤞🥰🥰

[Jessy1280 in reply to Kiedy84]

Thank you. Did you have any symptoms? I know it's too early. Just desperate to feel something x

[Kiedy84 in reply to Jessy1280]

I didn't have any pregnancy symptoms untill week 7-8. I had the worst cramping of my life one night tho a few days after transfer, it was horrendous like somebody was stabbing me with knifes, I was convinced it was game over that night.

I know it's hard but until proven otherwise you have to consider yourself pregnant. That way of thinking really helped me. I also used Mindful IVF app for relaxation. Watch lots of Netflix and do everything you can to be busy with things/work. Look after yourself because that little bean needs you more than ever🥰🥰

[Scarlett13]

Good luck!!!!feeling nothing actually turned into my pregnancy so don’t get disheartened xx

[Rella22]

Hi there Jessy,

I feel exactly as you do and keep thinking “I feel nothing. It probably didn’t work.” But hubby keeps telling me to stop being negative. So I’m trying that and using the IVF app for relaxation.

Best wishes and baby dust !!

[Jessy1280]

Thanks all. I'm just besides myself with the lack of symptoms again. I knew last time it failed and I feel much the same again 😢 x

[Shirazlover2013]

You’re in the hands of Mother Nature now, just got to hope! You’ve done a great job producing all those eggs, I know it’s disappointing finishing with one embryo but it’s back where it should be and you’re still in with a good chance! I use the mindful ivf app to get my head into a better place when I’m feeling negative. 🤞 for you xx