I was diagnosed in 2011 with endo and had a lap to burn it off, after a year of barely being able to walk with chronic pain. After the lap I felt good again for a little while but after a couple of months I was back to feeling pain again. I then went back for my follow up and they started me on Amitriptyline that I take daily. I felt this was ok for a while as well but I also started the endo diet so I think that was helping. But again after a while the pain was getting bad again so they offered me the injections or a higher dose of Amitiptyline. I have been trying the higher dose since.
During this time I have been in and out of being with guys but I never carry it on as I have the same results every time... excruciating pain during intercourse which has now made me feel very put off sex. I would really like to be able to meet someone and be happy but its impossible and I personally wouldn't want to put a guy through what I have to deal with daily as I think its unfair! I don't want to have to deal with it, why should they! As I say I am very put off sex now and don't feel sexy at all! I have reached a stage where I am very unhappy with my life with my mood swings and not being able to be close to someone. I have people to talk to but they don't understand so can't help me. It doesn't help that the hospital keeps moving my appointment forward a month (3 times!)
If anyone has any advise for me that would be much appreciated as I don't know if I can carry on like this for much longer its making me very depressed and fed up with life completely! sorry to sound so droning and thanks for taking time to read my story