Hi all, as i have said above, i feel that I need to vent. Well I went to get an ultrasound and no cysts were found so yay on that front but i felt that the nurse didnt believe me that I might have endo. I am waiting until the 30th July to see my GP to hopefully get referred to see a Gyno and then to get a lap.
Decided to have a period for this month which was last week and omg it was not good. I felt that I needed one as I am not on mini pill im on Microgynon and I dont think you are meant to not have a period on that so I had one and it was clots and well dark dark blood but not a lot of it, mainly small to larger clots (sorry for the full details) and I was in agony. Last Friday and Saturday i was in sooo much pain, my back was so sore that I could hardly walk. I have been on my own as well as family are in Australia so it hasnt been easy to get stuff done around the house due to the pain.
Me and my boyfriend were finally getting back on track and then the pain and other relationship bs happened and its all just too much. I am feeling so isolated and depressed its unbelievable. My appetite has gone again which isnt good since need to take painkillers with food!! Just when I started to feel better the pain came back in full force. I am exhausted with it. I feel like I am going to have to fight to see a gyno then fight to get a lap since no cysts were found. Already tired so dont think im going to have the energy to fight to see a result
I really dont know how much more I can take.