Dead End. Private or Nothing?
NHS is a dead end at this point and I’m having to go private.…..I had an appointment with my GP after I did a (FIT) a Faecal Immunochemical Test where they found, 17 ug/g. Which is out of range meaning that there was a bit of blood. Just a very small amount. (Not seen by the eye). My calprotectin was 80 (average is 50 and lower) I cannot help but feel that it been slightly raised and all of this is due to a possible presence of endo, especially in the bowel area….but my GP keeps dismissing thinking that endo cannot show up on such tests. I beg to defer. Im aware they want to rule out IBD which can be a possibility…but due to the nature of the symptoms I can’t help but feel like it’s endo and it can’t help but feel like that it keeps getting brushed over, even subtly.
Unfortunately my gyane initially refused MRI for no good reason so I had to insist and got diagnosed with adenomyosis. Unfortunately I asked for a MDT to double check over my MRI as it’s known that i can miss DIE and that they without a team it can also be missed but he refused stating that there was no evidence of endo on organs. Due to my low weight a lapro isn’t an option for me due to the risks. And due to dealing with osteoporosis due to low weight other options are scarce. He said no to IUD, cause I’m a virgin and difficult fitting (tbh I’m not keen with coil) and Pelvic Floor Therapy because I’m also a virgin and don’t deal with painful intercourse…I’m not keen about the pill due to the risks and it’s safety on my body as well as other hormonal options that he won’t recommend at the minute but the only option atm is zoely/combined pill. No NSAIDs/codiene due to GERD. Im only left to stuck on paracetamol. I dunno. Unfortunately on the nutritional side ED Clinic has rejected my case as well as NHS community dietetics. So my GP cannot help me with my weight gain in addition to options especially pain management etc. she also dismissed pelvic floor therapy. I feel like private is my only option and to be referred elsewhere n NHS would mean another yes and I don’t have another year to waste as I’ve lost all of my 20s :/ I dunno.
And yes due to the FIT test they have referred me to a place for possible colonoscopy but I stressed to the doctor that due to my body I might not be able to able to go through with bowel prep/heavy laxatives but they basically said that they cannot help me. I told them many times but again they said that they cannot help me and that there aren’t any alternatives for diagnosis without such a prep.
Like what about those that cannot do prep for medical reasons? Are they without hope? Such people do exist. :/….like your telling me I have to likely go through colonoscopy and all of the strain, when having a laparoscopy is almost inevitable and not consider how that will be for my body? For my physical, emotional and mental health. I feel emotionally neglected like they often care about the physical and emotional toll that this will have on me. Maybe I’m asking for too much…I don’t know anymore. I feel like I’m asking, for too much as my body isn’t fit or strong enough to handle such things. :/