Emotional super needed IVF FAILED

[PaoPetite]

Just called the doctor to get my blood results and I am not pregnant, I feel shuttered. I just can’t understand why women with Endo have to endure so much emotional and physical pain!!! I blame the doctors 😭! If they could have told me the first time I got diagnosed that might affect my fertility I would have done everything in my hands to get pregnant, I was 34 years old and I believe with better chances of conceiving. But I was left in blank! Never had a proper discussion of the consequences of having h the is disease, now 6 years down the line and I feel like I don’t want to be here anymore! It’s just so hard!!