I am so sorry if this turns into a rant, I am just very close to having a breakdown.
I'm back struggling with pains I experienced before having a lap 5 months ago. My parents don't understand and think I should be cured and don't understand this condition is for life. I started crying before and they told me off and said "Stop being a girl" I'm so alone in this journey as no one in my life understands or listens to me. And they basically call me fat and tell me not to eat. Like I’m not even overweight or anything but I just have a little bit of a belly from bloating etc
I can't be like a normal 19 year old, drinking makes me bloated even more, I get tired easily or some days the pain is so bad I don't want to leave the house. It hurts that this could be my life from now on and endometriosis is something I'm just going to have to live with.
I'm due my period when I go on holiday next month so my GP has given me some tablets to delay it, however I don't know if they will work etc. My parents are stressing me out over it as they don't want me to take them and should just be in pain on holiday and basically be stuck in bed all week. Atm, I'm not looking forward to this holiday.
Sorry, I just need to get some stuff off my chest xxxx