So I got told today that I will be called into a meeting for my job and it doesn't look good because of all the time I have had off for my operation and absence. So I haven't been very happy. And then I come home and my partner is being funny with me yet again. He has been there through all my appointments with my specialists gynaecologist everything and he turns around to me and says but it's only a small bit of endometriosis you can't be that ill all the time. I told him to read up about it then you will understand, he said no I haven't got time for that shit. The one person who I thought would understand because he's been in to the appointments thinks I'm lying or does not believe me. He literally is the only person I've got and it kills me inside to think he doesn't give a shit. So I guess I'm on my own with this on so I guess I'm on my own with this one, my life is so horrible and I pray to be better one day. If he fell unwell I would be there for him all the time and I would never be accuse him of lying. So I'm going to pack my things and find myself somewhere to stay without him in my life. Endometriosis has took every last bit of me, it's made me fall out with some really good friends because they didn't believe me. It hurts my family to see me at this pain and it has cost me my marriage, my home, my job, everything. How much more is it going to take off me? I wish I had my life back!