Sorry if this seems like a rant but mood has hit rock bottom today.
I had my post lap follow up appointment today and I’ve come out feeling absolutely miserable even though I knew what I expected to hear it still has made me feel so sad.
Gynae has Said to me quite abruptly “well I don’t want to say you’re infertile, but you know the statistics it’s very possible and you will likely struggle and have to try a lot longer than most and it may not happen”
Maybe I’m over reacting to these words but I’m really upset, my Oh and I have a plan to start trying within six months but the thought that my body could be broken in a way absolutely crushes me considering one of my only dreams has been to have a family. OH is trying to reassure me but in a way it feels like he is minimising it (not his fault he is trying very hard) my family knew I had the appointment today and none of them have even bothered to ask how it went or how I’m doing
Just needed to rant to some ladies that would understand how I’m feeling.