Warning- rant coming! I’m really upset today, like really feeling depressed in the past 48 hours four friends have given birth and although I’m happy for them I can’t help feeling so envious and upset.
Having a family is all I want and while they’re busy going through pregnancy and having babies I’m on wait lists for laparoscopy and being told my doctor not to start trying or getting my hopes up before lap. I don’t feel like my partner understands as he just jokes telling me I’m just super broody when really every time I see a picture of a newborn my heart breaks a little thinking I may never have that. My lap is next week and even though I promised myself I wouldn’t get stressed friends giving birth has just outlined how stressed I actually am about the whole thing. Just seems like everyone we know is either pregnant or giving birth and it makes me so sad because it’s all I want. 😭