So I see my surgeon on Friday he's booking me in for August for full hysterectomy says I have a 50%chance of ending up with a colospeny bag and said he's never seen a pelvis so infected or damaged as mine and said he's seen some really bad ones but I'm the worst he's ever seen in the 30 years as a gyneocoligist which is really scary;
I'm so angry and upset if only Drs had listened to me a year ago when this all started and noticed my white blood cell count rising sooner rather than it taking 7 months to notice even though I was having blood tests every week and the we're rising every time!!!! And to think one gyneocoligist at the royal south hants wrote a letter a week before I was emergancy admitted into hospital in march; where I had to have emergency surgery on my kidneys and also open abdomen surgery where they found my insides so damaged due to severe endometriosis and a frozen pelvis and severe sepsis; the letter stated there was nothing wrong with me and she found it highly un likely for me to have endo and that all my pain was and is related to my mental health; those Drs have ruined my life I'll never be the same person again!!!
I can't stop having nightmares about ending up with a colospeny bag I really don't think I'll cope with it; I'm just so scared!!
My surgeon has booked me in for another mri which is on Monday 9th and they took more bloods
I feel so lost just wish this would all go away!!! 😓😴😷