So it's been a couple of years now I've spent with crippling pain, worsening as time has gone on. Handfuls of doctors all giving their own opinions, medical and personal. MRI scan, blood tests, pain relief, time off work and tears. Lots of tears and frustration.
I had my laparoscopy in March. Adhesions on my bowel, large cyst on my ovary. It's now June, the pain in returning and it's ruining my life.
It shocks me how little people know about this condition. How long it takes to be confirmed as endometriosis. Even after all this time, it's still not been confirmed for me.
I've been threatened to be sacked from work, but they say they're supporting me.
I put on nearly three stone through the sheer pain. I've lost nearly that three stone by changing my diet and exercise. Nothing it good enough.
It feels like I'm drowning.
All I want is to sleep. I'm fed up. I'm sorry to sound like a negative nelly. All I want is to live my life. I've had enough.