got woken up at 1am last night in agony with pain across my belly button, my whole right side and my upper back on the right felt like it was going to burst. I've never been woken by pain before and never had pain like this. I do think I have a high tolerance of pain and hide my agony very well. I managed to swallow a naproxen and go back to bed. Couldn't sleep after that, got another hour maybe before work. I work in London so the commute was a bit tough but managed it. Had some breakfast even tho my appetite has gone completely, then the pain flared up again to the strength of the night before and got worse. Had quite severe nausea too. Rang my gp who got me an appointment with another doc later. Left work early, journey home was awful but soldiered on thinking I was going to get real help as it's not my endo pains. Doc was great, he wasn't convinced it was endo pain either and examined me properly. He rang hospital for general surgeon as he had a strong suspicion that it was my appendix. They didn't want to know because I have endo and would see me only after gynae confirmed it wasn't endo. So I had to drive myself there, ten min drive took nearly an hour in traffic, sitting down is so painful. Could barely breathe or see from tears by the time I got there. Got put in an examination room as soon as I got there as I could barely walk, couldn't sit or breathe at this point. They took bloods and gave me two of my tramadol pills I got from the doctor. Trainee doc came in, asked lots of questions, felt my stomach and punched me on the back which hurt like hell! I'm still writhing on bed in agony. He smirked about the gp who referred me, and showed a complete lack of respect for him and the fact the gp is his mentor. He comes back a while later, said it's not a kidney stone as I'm not in enough pain as he's seen people leap off the bed. My bloods weren't back yet but they would call me at home but they didn't think appendix. They didn't know what it was but probably endo pain. I couldn't believe they were dismissing me completely. I said through gritted teeth and floods of tears from pain that it's not my f@$&"$g endo. I put my shoes back on and walked straight out to the tune of him saying if the pain gets bad to go to a and e but they won't deal with my endo as I'm on a never ending waiting list with the consultant. Things have changed so much since my referral, endo pain is worse, sharp stabbing is constant all month, chronic fatigue during periods. My referral was because I was worried about my fertility so he was going to test my tubes and cut out a bit of troublesome endo. I collapsed in a heap back at my car and sobbed and sobbed. No one will listen to me about pain and I seriously think that if I broke my leg they would say it was endo pain! On my way home I contemplated taking my seat belt off and driving at speed into a tree. I really can't take much more of going round in circles. The doc rang just as I was in the door saying my bloods were back, very quick as they said it would be hours. He said they were fine, which is good but it doesn't get me taken seriously. His apologies on the phone felt fake and told him I doubt I would bother going to a and e if things got worse. I asked if anything could be done or a letter written to my consultant to let him know things have changed and I've been sent to hospital three times now for nothing. He pretty much said that we all have the same pain and he can't expect everyone's operations to be brought forward and it's tough shit and will have to wait like everyone else. I've been waiting since June now, every day I pray for a letter. I'm so upset and at the end of my rope now. And the icing on the cake, the man I'm supposed to be marrying said if I wanted him to come home, he would try and leave work as early as he could but it's a bit busy! That was his reply after two hours of nothing from him when I first got to hospital. Feel like he's dismissed me just like the hospital and I really am truly on my own. He can cook his own bloody dinner tonight!