Life gives me hell but I still push on.. - Endometriosis UK

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Life gives me hell but I still push on..

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Hey ladies,

This isn’t specifically endo related but I suppose it is in a way!

So you all probably know I’ve had 2 surgeries this semester and I’m taking my majors courses for my Biochemistry degree. I will have no problem passing my Biochemistry class, even if I bomb the final I would at least get a B+(though I will shoot for that A!), but I was so worried about my physical chemistry class as I had to miss two exams.

Just yesterday I took a make up exam. I needed 65 point to at least get a C so I could pass the class. I got my grade and it was 106/200 points(I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy about a failing grade before) so now I only need 60 points to get a B as every 100 points brings you up a letter grade! I have one more test to make up along with a final (350 possible points to get) so I may make it out with a good grade even though I’ve been through hell!!!!

All of my hard work and diligence throughout the semester to do all extra credit opportunities and excel in my homework paid off in spades. (It’s actually possible to get over 100% in the class with the way my teacher set up our point scale, although I don’t think I can do that now.)

I’m not looking for praise, but I’m so proud of myself for the first time in a long while because of all the crap I’ve been through. I just needed to express my joy from this. No matter what life throws at me I always seem to be able to come out on top.

It’s nice to have this distraction as I’m going through medical hell. I hope you ladies have something in your life to be proud of, even if it is just because you made it out of bed today.

I’m super emotional right now but we are all so strong for not giving up and fighting for our health even when doctors dismiss us! We all deserve a reward! 😆

Thanks to everyone who has helped me through all of this health crap xxxxxx

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Starry

Wow!! Well done Zunali. You really are an amazing , special person to have achieved that with all of this going on in your life. Be rightly proud Xxxx

in reply to Starry

Thank you Starry!!! ♥️

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MMich15

This is wonderful and Iran so nice to see someone writing about the good things and achievements in their lives. I think because many of us who suffer from endometriosis feel like we spend 80% of our time trying to explain and justify why it’s so unbearable and how much it affects our lives, we second guess shouting about our achievements, worked towards and gained during a time of pain, stress and ill health. But it takes a lot to even get out of bed most days, so we should definitely be proud of ourselves, shout about our hard work and give each other pats on the back whenever we can. So... well done! You should be really proud of yourself.

in reply to MMich15

Thank you so much for this reply xx so nice to hear.

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AllWeNeedIsluv

Good on you hun. That's really inspiring and your showing that this disease and these problems you've been going through are really just that their not your life and ambition and achievements are keeping you going releasing them endorphins. Im really happy for you and I'm sure you'll come out top hunny well done 💗💗🤗😘😘

in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv

Thank you so much! It’s hard going through what we have to go through. But we must press on! ♥️

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AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to

We sure do. Or there's no life at all. 💗🤗😘

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