Hey, sorry if I have been complaining a lot recently but omg this pain and other issues is affecting every part of my life and wellbeing.
So I’ve been away for a tournament this week and the last few days I’ve been getting the signs that my period is nearly here (the joys 🙄) like a dull achy feeling in my lower stomach like near the pubic bone area and sharp pains around the ovary area. Painful boobs and nausea etc. I battled through until today and now I’m on my way home sat silently in agony for another 2 hours 😫 I can’t tell my parents as we had an argument before about my pain and stuff. They are not the kind of people who can put themselves in other peoples shoes and think I’m making it up.
Anyways they are making me go practice all next week even though I know I may be on my period so I’ll be in so much pain, I’ll struggle to leave the house. But I’ll have to put on a brave face and battle through.
I’m at a loss here as I’m feeling so down and sick of being in pain 3 weeks a month. I have to schedule around my pain and even then I get the timing wrong sometimes. I can’t see my boyfriend as I’m scared he will want sex and I can’t yet due to pain and scared he will leave me. Even though he has been my rock through everything the past year and I would be in a much worse place without him. My parents aren’t helping as they just shout at me and don’t understand. I’ve even tried telling them about endo but they don’t listen.
Should I see my gp to see if they can hurry my lap up as it’s affecting me mentally, physically and emotionally. Plus it’s affecting my life in so many ways?
Sorry for the long post/rant 💕💕