I’m honestly having a mental break down and I’m not sure how much more waiting and wondering I can handle.
I’ve spent the last 4-5 days crying my eyes out and being in so much fear and feeling anxious
I’ve posted a lot but I stated getting pelvic pain in July. I remember having the worst pain during my period on July 29th and ended up going to A&E and having a CT scan. It showed fluid around my left ovary - I was on my period at the time.
I was then sent for a abdominal ultrasound early September which showed my ovaries to be clear no fluid and no abnormality . Yet I’m still in pelvic pain, period pain, leg pain and hip pain. Throughout this time I had loads of regular FBC blood tests done all which were normal.
I ordered myself a CA125 test and the result was 47 - slightly raised. This is when my panic set in.
I saw a Gynecologist a day later as my appointment happened to be booked that day. She said she wasn’t concerned.. yet I am.
I’ve spent The last 4 days in bed, constantly needing a wee, not eating and just in complete break down mode. I feel bloated, stomach upset and everything under the sun.
I’m awaiting my priviate laparoscopy.
I’m so convinced I have cancer and I’m just a complete mess. I’ve having bad thoughts and I just can’t handle this waiting period