All the best with your op lovely. I felt exactly the same as you before the lap. Didn’t want to be out if control and didn’t know what I’d do if they didn’t find anything. I needed an answer.
All I can say to you is remain positive because my experience has been great and it was only 4 days ago. They removed endometriosis and put the coil to manage it. All went smoothly and I was happy. The unknown is always scarier than what the reality is.
If you haven’t been told what to expect happy to message and let you know.
My main advice and the one thing I wish I knew before I went home was to get some lactulose. You may, not a given, get constipation due to the anaesthetic, it’s nothing to worry about but can be painful after the op and very uncomfortable. With the lactulose I was fine, so again nothing to worry about but makes life easier.
If you have anymore questions just shout please😊.
Good luck to all having their op.