So I had my consultant appointment today and I will have my laparoscopy on 29 June. I'm not really sure how I feel. The consultant was very consultant-y and although I know he can't be definitive before it's done I don't feel very reassured. I'm worried I'm overreacting and I'm going to have this operation and it'll be a waste of everyone's time. I don't know, I feel a bit unseated. I've been so focused on getting the referral and then getting the consultant that now it's all booked I feel a bit odd. Does anyone know what I mean?! I do think I have endo, and I do want this operation so that I can get some answers and hopefully treatment, I guess I just wanted today to validate how awful I've been feeling and he was so matter of fact that it didn't. Sorry for rambling I'm probably not making any sense! Thank you if you've got this far.