Hey girls. I've been booked in for a laparoscopy at the end of May. I thought I was fine about it but I've started having real anxiety attacks whenever I think about it, I've been having nightmares and not sleeping. I know it's minor surgery but I've never been put to sleep before and I'm absolutely terrified. The whole process is scaring me, let alone what they actually find when they're in there. Also, I know when I tell my boss, he's going to be fuming because it's right before I'm off for two weeks for jury service. I know it's not my fault but I hate letting people down or being an inconvenience. There is no way I can cope with feeling like this for another month. I'm wearing myself out! Everyones being really sweet and keeps telling me it'll be fine but it just doesn't help. I can't keep saying to them because there's nothing more they can say and I feel like I'm being annoying and weak. I don't know what to do. Any advice? I feel like I'm going crazy crying all the time and freaking out!