So last year i had a full hysterectomy, removal of both ovaries and tubes and a bowel resection due to stage 4 endo. I am now 1 year with no pain which in itself is amazing, i finally feel like i can move on a bit but now i feel lost, like i don't know how to move on. I always thought i would have had children and that was my plan. I have a complete empty feeling just now and i've been either trying to fill it with other things.
So far i feel like i want to run away and just be by myself, husband is lovely but just does not understand, says things like 'aw well i don't think i would have wanted kids anyways' which doesn't make me feel any better makes me feel like ive spend 11 years with a man who doesn't want the same things as I do.
Any advice would be appreciated x