Hi everyone, so been on this group for over a year now but never felt brave enough to write anything but after such a crap day seeing my consultant I thought what the hell!! So just had my 3rd lap in 18 months and all my endo has come back since my last one in August 2015...have been trying to fall pregnant so it's just been able to grow back and more now not only on my bowel but now my bladder. It's such a lonely place being upset when no one close understands. I've been given the option of having nine months to fall pregnant and after that to have aggressive surgery, whatever that is exactly I'm not sure! I know how lucky I am to have working fallopian tubes and unaffected ovaries but im devastated. Told the bestie who said "it's not that bad" when it was suspected scar tissue causing pain not the whole ruddy lot back and more! Even my husband the rock was gobsmacked! It's so tiring to have daily pain and not take any painkillers cos I wanna/need to get pregnant! Sorry for my rant but even writing this has really helped. Lots of love to u all battling this bastard evil condition xx
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