Hi just need to let off some steam. Have had such a bad day the pain has been so bad today , just tried to make doctors appointment and they can't fit me in till second week in October. I feel so desperate I just want it all to stop. Work really don't understand what I'm going through . Was diagnosed with severe endo and possible adeno in July through a lap where they also drained a 11cm cyst. Started on Zoladex beginning of month , since then my bowels appear to have gone to sleep which I'm sure isn't helping the pain . I suffer with depression anyway but have never before felt the way I do now. I just don't know what to do don't even know if I can face going into work tomorrow. Sorry for the rant.