So after 18 years, 11 or 12 laps, 3 depo courses and endometrial ablation I am finally facing a hysterectomy next week. I'm terrified!
It not the operation I'm scared off, it's afterwards. It's all the what ifs and similar. I'm scared I'm going to feel no better, I'm scared of the recovery, I'm scared I'll fall apart.
I don't want to feel like this though...I know this is what has to happen next.
Sorry I guess I just needed to put this down somewhere xxx