I don't really know where to start...I'm almost 31, and a new diagnosis. I'm due to go in for my pre-op on Tuesday in preparation for a Bilateral Laparoscopic Ovarian/Adnexal Cystectomy, they plan to slice off the top of both cysts that encase both ovaries and fallopian tubes, I also have to have a MRI scan on Tuesday. They've not given me a classification of stage yet, just that I am at least stage 2 and I have nodules on my bowels, the Registrar I saw was lovely, just not very helpful and neither is my Doctor. I have multiple 'symptoms' that she doesn't want to address, the last time I was there she said I was too complex and she didn't want to treat me but I really need some pain killers for my back, legs, and head. I suffer depression and anxiety which she has recently started to treat me for but the registrar said I need a much bigger dose to deal with my problems, I get cluster headaches when I get my period and migraines throughout the month, I've started to get Sciatica and I have constant pelvic and back pain. This is just the tip of the iceberg! I need to go and see my Doctor this week for more meds but I think it's going to be the same story again and she's just going to dismiss me. I've been trying to tell her I have insomnia but she just isn't interested and I don't know what my next move should be with her. I'm scared I don't want the operation but they told me it was really my only choice given the situation with all the cysts I have and my fertility being an issue. Everything is moving so quickly and I'm struggling to come to terms with it...I've been looking for other options but they've all been dismissed! I am surrounded by family and yet I feel so alone, I need some advice and I don't know where else to go! I feel sick constantly and I can't stop crying I'm just devastated things are this bad, I don't have children (yet...I hope) I just want to be a normal, happy, mummy but that dream feels like it's dying in front of my eyes.