As I type this, I'm in bed, at midnight, sobbing my heart out because
A) I had a laparoscopy for stage 1 endo last year, which I was told they had removed all of and 'shouldn't have caused pain anyway'
B) the same exact excruciating pain I had before surgery, on my right lower side, between my abdomen and back that feels like someone is crushing and burning my insides at the same time, is back.
It hasn't even been a year
I'm on the pill, which I've taken without breaks and was told I wouldn't have periods but I've had two since I started it.
How do you any of you fellow cope with this? I have a 12 hour day in work tomorrow, I can't convince my boyfriend to try for a baby because he doesn't feel 'ready' even though he's 30, no matter how much I sleep I'm always tired.
When did this become my life? does the pain ever stop? I'm 21 and I feel so old and tired and I've never felt so crushed by this disease before. I'm devastated.